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omg physics is over :D WHEE. crap i kinda screwed up one of the qtns due to a misunderstanding of kirchoff's law. MRAHHHH!!!!! frustrating. i feel shortchanged. for chem and physics. because i put in so much effort to cover every darn thing we learnt but only this itsy bit came out. sad, really.

i think i quite like chem now. well perhaps only the topics we were tested on. quite amazing. i never dreamt in my entire life that i would enjoy chem. but surprisingly, while i was doing the paper, i was ENJOYING MYSELF. like wth i know. same thing for physics! i mean i've always loved physics. i can sit down and mug physics for hours without feeling bored. because it's so freaking interesting! now i feel like a nerd but i hope that some day i can design something using lovely physics and then PATent it and sell it! and people will buy my design and use it in their everyday lives. that is my dream! haha.

ANYWAY even though i don't think i'm going to score tremendously well for physics and chem i must say they were fun to study and fun to be tested on. lalala and LIKING something is the first step to doing well in it! right right right?

okay i am feeling hyper cos of panadol extra which contains caffeine. stupid sore throat is killing me. been popping panadols like i don't know what. got a fever as well. hahah. PLEASE I DONT WANNA GET EVEN MORE SICK :( i still have vivid memories of how i got sick last yr and couldn't sit for my chem paper and then joules projected a FAILING MARK for me. ... ... ...

i am very very fat now hahaha. i eat to make me feel good so i won't doze off while mugging. and i think of it as- a small heavy sacrifice for grades. HAHAH. ok i think i'm a bit high now. mmmmm. after exams i aim to lose lots and lots of weight! yay. (humour me, i am comforting myself).

pc dr's going for half ironman and she is making me feel ashamed because she is training more than me! pc dr you reading this? haha.

p.s: come back and look here on tuesday! after exams are over. and i shall publish my series of "why did the chicken cross the road" jokes- THE EXAM EDITION. promised to be more than a bag of laughter. mwahahha.

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omg my whole body's aching like shit. and i am shivering in my room and my head is spinning and i think i've got the flu or some virus. AHH MY BODY HURTS!!!! bones and muscles and fats. all of them. crap. i wanna go train but i think if i go in this state i will faint because i am already having problems walking up and down the stairs in my house. !!!!!!!! i can't do math when my head is spinning :( my MR better be increasing right now cos of the fever. hurhur that's the only happy thing about getting sick. in my opinion.
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[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you